A Common Purpose

Several weeks ago, my employer sent my coworkers, boss, her boss, and myself to a one-day seminar downtown to learn about development (a term that has a specific meaning in the context of my employer’s line of business; if you don’t know what it means, don’t worry about it). During the course of this educational session, we were provided a series of 20 questions that we answered about ourselves, and 20 additional questions about how we believed others perceived us. It was a personality quiz, of sorts.

Now, I’m awfully skeptical of personality quizzes, because I believe they are self-fulfilling prophecies. At least, for a person such as myself, the results are always skewed to nearly exactly what I expected, and that isn’t because I know myself very well, but rather because I anticipate how the answers I choose will affect my results. In other words, I have an introverted personality because I answer questions that I know will classify me as an introvert. Savvy?

Nevertheless, I was asked to participate, and so I did. I’m not sure that I fully grasped the results, and I’m not sure that I ever will, but I am still, to this day, learning more and more about myself as a result of this personality quiz. If nothing else, the personality quiz was my key takeaway from the seminar.

So, let’s talk about this quiz. It’s set up in a very interesting way, classifying you primarily as one of four personality types (although everyone has some measure of each!). They are:

Dominance
The “take charge” trait
Extroversion
The “people” trait
Pace
The “patience” trait
Conformity
The “systems” trait

Now, from first to last, these traits follow a trend. The most dominant personality is strong and cares nothing of what other people think; the extroverted personality is very people-oriented and seeks happiness in relationships (and these aren’t only people-based; one could conceivably have a relationship that relates the sun to happiness itself). Pace personalities are introverted in nature and focus largely on the way they are seen by others, rather than how they feel or wish to behave of themselves. And, lastly, conformity personalities are heavily systematic, supportive, and find comfort in routines and predictable, planned patterns.

I’m not going to go through and describe what the quiz is or how it works. I am, however, going to talk about some of my own personal results of this quiz and what I believe they actually mean to me.

The most interesting thing that I find is that, while I believe this quiz nailed me perfectly, there are a few items that I strongly disagree with. Or did, when I first read them. Yet, over time, having seen myself and the way I behave, I have discovered that the aspects of my personality identified by the quiz which I most disagreed with are, in fact, the most true. My own personal denial of some of these aspects of my personality would make it evident that they wouldn’t appear in the results, since I answered the questions for the quiz, and yet the quiz results disagreed with my answers.

I won’t go through the results and analyze them in their entirety — at least not in this entry — but what I do want to focus on is one such segment of the quiz results which I believed was inaccurate at first glance. Today, it occurred to me that this aspect of my personality was accurate: “seeks a common purpose.”

Everyone has more or less of the four qualities that this survey calculates. My level of conformity, for example, indicates that I am “careful, thorough, dependable, conservative and systems oriented.” That’s pretty accurate. My dominance level? Agreeable as well: “You are supportive, collaborative and modest. You may place importance on security and prefer to work with leadership that has a strong sense of direction and purpose.”

Whoa, wait. That last part has some interesting implications. Okay, yeah, I’m supportive, collaborative and modest, I suppose. I can live with that. But what’s this “prefer to work with leadership that has a strong sense of direction and purpose”?

Most clearly, that last sentence means I naturally seek a support role, being the reliable platform upon which someone else — with a strong sense of leadership — may ride to pursue a goal that we share in common. Now, I never saw that as “seeks a common purpose” until today.

The quiz analyzes several other aspects of one’s personality, in addition to their primary traits. That is, their decision-making process or, more precisely, their sense of logic. Furthermore, the quiz analyzes “energy styles,” which dictate one’s velocity and endurance for approaching and accomplishing tasks. Of these energy results, the quiz states that primarily, my energy style is “allegiance.” And what does that mean? It means I have “a follow-through, supportive style. Dedicated to completing a predetermined project,” and, get this, a “sense of connection to a common purpose.”

Whoa, there it is again. I’ve always believed myself to be a leader of sorts, but that’s really an aspect of my dominance overtaking my extroversion; in other words, on a scale, my personality is more dominant than extroverted, but far more pace and conformity than the other two. Thus, if I am put in an authoritative role or in a position where it is I that must make decisions for myself or a group, then I step up to the role and take charge. However, I’m not typically given that opportunity, and I don’t frequently put myself into that position intentionally because of my stronger pace/conformity tendencies.

So, back to this whole “common purpose” thing. For some time, I disagreed with the notion that I was remotely interested in a common purpose, and this I believe stems from another aspect of my personality, which says that I “choose to work alone, and will prefer to interact with close friends and associates.” Yet, I really do find gratification in supporting a common purpose.

This morning, as I was returning home from a quick coffee trip, I found myself at a red light in front of a beige Chevy truck. When the light turned green, the person in front of me was driving slowly, and the person in the lane to my left was driving even more slowly. Naturally, I made my way in front of the person in the left lane to achieve the legal speed limit. This Chevy truck, seemingly reluctant at first, eventually became dissatisfied with his position behind the other vehicle and eventually changed lanes to get behind me once again.

As we continued down the road, we managed to find ourselves at another red light. Round 2. This time, there were no vehicles in front of me, but there was a person in the right lane, which I needed to compete for, as my turn was just a short distance from the light. The Chevy truck was behind me, and when the light turned green, I sped up quickly to get in front of the person in the right lane. This is where I felt a connection to the driver in the Chevy truck. After I sped up quickly and moved into the other lane, the truck also sped up and actually passed me rather quickly (despite my reaching the speed limit already).

How did I feel at that moment? I felt empowered! More accurately, I felt like I had empowered someone else, which makes clear my desire to seek a supportive role. I felt like I had started something, built the foundation upon which this fellow motorist sailed his ship. I felt connected to this person, whom I, through my own behavior, empowered to reach his potential, to achieve the goal that he or she really wanted. Sometimes, I think people on the road are careful about what will happen — the risks involved with doing what they want to do, either by law enforcement or disapproval from other motorists. Yet, this person on the road today was able to do what he really wanted because I showed him that he can. And that connection brought me gratification.

To recap, it seems that one’s connection to a common purpose is derived from naturally finding satisfaction in playing a supportive role. That role points a person of my personality type to follow someone whose purpose is the same or similar to my own, and because following that person and supporting them provides gratification, so does connecting with anyone who follows the same mindset or shares the same or similar goals.

It’s funny that, zooming out a little bit, as much of an introvert as I am, it seems that even introverts seek connection with people in some, often invisible capacity. Introverts and extroverts aren’t so different; we’re people, we just interact differently at a different pace, but ultimately we seek the same results. Friendships, relationships that matter, happiness, and a connection with others through some medium — common purpose, most notably for a supportive introvert such as myself.

More details, I think, can be extrapolated from this information. I believe I’ve merely scraped the tip of the iceberg from what this information really means about who I am and how I behave. I’m quite amazed at the accuracy of this quiz, though, and how I can continue learning more about myself every day by continuously evaluating and analyzing myself, and comparing those infrequent and oft impromptu epiphanies with the answers that have not yet been revealed to the my mind as true understanding (although they already exist on paper in these quiz results, I just can’t see them!).

March 27th, 2010 | Remark

Stop Being Miserable

I was told once, many years ago, that if you want life to be great, then make it that way. “Your life is as good as you make it.” My response was always, “Whatever, lies!” The concept, even still, seems so abstract, so wishful and unscientific. How could you possibly influence a dismal situation positively? The answer is, you can’t.

Fair enough, you can’t. So what are we here for, then? Well, the subtlety of the imperative “stop being miserable” statement lies in its methodology. It’s quite obvious that you can’t simply change an unfavorable situation by clicking your heels together and saying “Take me home, Auntie Em.” Instead of changing your assertion from “stop being miserable” to “try to stop being miserable,” for example, change the way you go about achieving it. If you cannot directly change the situation you’re in, change how you perceive it and how you react.

I’m not advocating the creation of an alternate reality wherein your mind plays games on itself. What I’m suggesting is revamping your outlook. You might call it optimism, as opposed to pessimism, but if you must call it optimism, please don’t leave it at that. Skeptical optimism, perhaps, or cautious joy. An awareness of what is real, but a reaction that provides a clear course of action that leads to a remedy; approaching the problem with an inner sincerity that blooms with happiness. The source of misery is not your situation — whether you’re alone, bereaved, forsaken, disowned, or forgotten — but the melodramatic reaction to your situation that develops in your mind. The truth is, this all boils down to good, old-fashioned willpower, and even if your willpower is strong, you must channel it positively and be conscious of its direction. From there, you may choose for yourself whether you will take control of your life or allow yourself to fall victim to misery.

So, in the way of advice, I offer the following: Stop being miserable. Plain and simple.

March 10th, 2009 | Remark

Analytic Introspection

Although I am not exactly a psychiatrist — nor do I claim to be — I do spend a healthy (or unhealthy, depending how you look at it) amount of time meditating on myself in various ways. Searching within myself is often both revealing and enlightening, and I have discovered that, besides getting to know myself better (which, believe it or not, does not exclusively come natural), I am often able to improve who I am based on my findings. And yes, I have done this for a long time. A friend of mine at one point mentioned that my introspectiveness (which she did not see as self-centeredness, thankfully) would eventually dissipate once I “found my place.” I have yet to do so. Perhaps some eventually reach a point in their lives where they are satisfied with who they are, but I can never seem to achieve a level of change that makes me satisfied — each change stimulates more thought and thus more change.

Before you accuse me of egocentrism, allow me point out that Benjamin Franklin was similarly introspective. It’s not self-absorption or self-glorification. It’s an attempt to discover personality flaws, fears, and inadequacies within oneself, and of course, make the necessary lifestyle changes to remedy or eliminate these undesirable (yet natural) traits. It’s self-improvement.

With this in mind, let me tackle a couple of things. First of all, since I began driving several years ago, I have always had a slight precaution with being on the road. I don’t refer to it as a fear, really, because at the time it was a lack of confidence. With time and experience, driving has become second nature. Yet, interestingly, I have come to consider the possibility of an accident a very real fear of mine. The primary reason I now consider it a fear — although, by no means do I allow it to hinder me from driving — is that I frequently dream about getting in a wreck. In fact, I have begun keeping a track of how and when I dream of hitting another vehicle. Typically these dreams are not situations that are particularly dangerous — I dreamed last night that I hit a red truck in a parking lot — but, nevertheless, I have the fear of the event actually taking place in reality.

Having said all that, I am beginning to discover that this fear is merely an effect, not a cause, and may largely be based on my personality and upbringing. I’m not an overtly cautious individual, but I am careful, particularly if dangers are involved. My fear of an accident seems to stem not from the accident itself (although, to be clear, I am not jolted at the idea of being physically harmed in a wreck), but rather it seems to be from an overall fear of making a mistake, which in turn, seems to be directly related to the perfectionist aspect of my personality.

In other words, you might say that because I am a perfectionist, I react cautiously to taking any action that may result in a mistake. If I am unprepared, I see taking such an action as a possible mistake, and since a mistake seems to make me feel greatly disappointed, I always seek preparation prior to implementation. This seems logical and sensical, but the reality is that perfection is not always a possibility, and I have found that very difficult to accept. However, being conscious of the fact has made me realize that I should be prepared not for an action that could potentially result in a mistake, but for a mistake itself.

To be clear, I haven’t nailed down the exact method to qualify whether or not I am, in fact, a perfectionist. I cannot argue that the evidence I gave above indicates that I am a perfectionist, as that would be circular reasoning (these fears are because I am a perfectionist, and I am a perfectionist because of these fears — yes, quite circular). I will say that I have witnessed the personality trait of perfection in my mother, and that even if this is not a genetic quality, having been raised by her would surely affect to what degree I seek perfection (in this case, 100% of the time).  A quick Google search suggests that most people can only pinpoint the effects — not the causes — of perfectionism. However, I seem to meet all the qualifications perfectly.

We’ve all heard the phrase “play to your strengths” before, and that is my intention at this point. If I am indeed a perfectionist by nature, then instead of working to eliminate an entire aspect of my personality (and, by extension, my person), shouldn’t I attempt to channel it in a positive way? I believe that is the case, and since my perfectionism has been very helpful in providing wisdom (or at least avoiding circumstances in which much wisdom would be required) and prognosis, I can’t say that my fear of mistakes or accidents is a really bad quality to have.

Be advised, I’ll be keeping this blog updated with details regarding my nightmares — well, that’s a strong term. Better said, my dreams about making mistakes that result in accidents. My dreams seem to be a manifestation of my fears, after all, as I rarely dream at all otherwise.

Speaking of driving, I have noted a curious change in behavior over the last few weeks. Whereas I used to be the guy in a four-cylinder car driving 90mph on the feeder and taking 45mph turns, I seem to be very content driving at whatever pace the person just ahead of me permits. I find myself no longer complaining when people drive 10 – 20 mph below the speed limit, and instead of going around them, honking, and quite plainly displaying the extent of my American Sign Language vocabulary (which, naturally, consists exclusively of flipping them off), I am content to drive behind them at whatever pace they choose. I haven’t been able to relate this change to anything else, but I have noticed that my frequent and sometimes painful anxiety attacks, which often leave me seeking the nearest restroom, have subsided for the most part. My guess (and I may be wrong) is that I am a calmer individual overall. I may just be familiar and comfortable to a point where I am no longer anxious, or I may be more relaxed for some reason — perhaps a lack of stress. It’s an interesting thought and requires much more investigation, so I’ll leave it open for the time being.

In other news (or, perhaps something remotely interesting to you, as a reader or random Googler), I have made some fairly significant changes to the site. I have upgraded to Wordpress 2.7, which is really shaping up, and installed a few plugins and widgets (specifically, you’ll notice that the Delicious links on the homepage have fully visible comments, and the homepage sidebar includes tweets). I plan on making additional changes sometime soon and separating these longer entries to one side, with the more frequent, techie, and often more interesting posts from Twitter, Facebook, Delicious, and so on. And no, I don’t expect this means a complete redesign, although that may happen sometime in the future. I certainly don’t want to revert to a mostly black-and-white design like most of the more famous bloggers have (for some odd reason — if this is a trend, I can’t wait for it to end, Shaun Inman/Jason Santa Maria/Andy Clarke/others!). I’m not saying it’s ugly, but their older designs were so much cooler, and now it seems they’re just too popular/busy to make their own sites look nice (or maybe they find it frivolous?).

See you next time, my infrequent and possibly non-existent readers. ;-)

January 21st, 2009 | Remark

Global What?

To whom it may concern (or more specifically, dear Al Gore & associates):

This blog entry may be of particular interest to you. You see, I am a Texan, and if that is not a sufficiently clear indicator that I completely disagree with you and everything you and the democratic party stand for, allow me to provide an example that nature has divinely revealed to me.

Today I witnessed an event that has not occurred in recent memory. In some areas of Texas such as Dallas, it is not uncommon to find at least mildly snowy weather. However, in Houston, Texas, it rarely ever snows. Today it snowed. In Houston.

If global warming is such an environmental problem, please explain to me why this region of the world, which should be hot as the Sahara, is receiving frozen precipitation? Yes, the truth may be inconvenient, but for whom? I think that snow in South Texas is perhaps one of the most obvious indicators that global warming is not a severe, immediate threat. But wouldn’t that be an inconvenient truth for environmentalists? We can’t have facts like that shatter your image, now, can we?

Well then, if you’ll all excuse me. I am expecting a shipment of polar bears and penguins for my new ice farm. I’ve also hired a few helping hands from Alaska. The Eskimos are turning out to be a great resource!

December 10th, 2008 | 2 Remarks

Why I Love Entrepreneurship

I’m sure I’ve mentioned many times how fond I am of entrepreneurship, a model that creates the basis for wealth generation through the free market system. Without getting into politics, although the short story I am about to tell you may involve them to a degree, capitalist economics is the foundation on which I have made my living. It is where I have come from, and apparently, where I am staying.

Yes, I am staying here. Not because I am unable to move on or find better things, though I would be hard-pressed to discover something more gratifying and fruitful, but because I can go nowhere else. The power behind creating a business and independently generating wealth and prosperity lies not just in the sheer amount and quality of its benefits, but it has one additional critical factor that may be frequently overlooked: it is open.

Allow me to demonstrate a life experience which has been in development over the past six months. In April of this year, after being dumped by a gorgeous girlfriend for reasons unbeknownst to me to this day, I was hired as a part-time Web Specialist at my college campus, LSC-Montgomery. My supervisor, Elisa, whom I am still acutely fond of, had been keen on teaching me the ins and outs of her job since day one. From the beginning, my technical background made the transfer of her knowledge and experience into my hands very swift and smooth. Within about a month, I had mastered the majority of the part-time job I was hired for, plus a great deal of the work she did on a regular basis.

I won’t go into the details concerning whether or not her teaching me so much was intentional or for another purpose. Those suggestions are not mine to make. The point here is that I learned Elisa was looking for another position within the college about three, perhaps four months after I’d been hired. She was applying for a technical training job on the same campus. In addition, she applied for a job at University of Houston as well, but evidently she did not expect to get the job, since she barely qualified for the position (or something like that).

Not long after, my supervisor ended up getting the job at UH. I was very excited for her (because she’s a great worker and deserves it, if not better). She mentioned that it was possible when her position became available, I may be eligible to apply.

Several months passed during which I had been doing both my part-time and Elisa’s full-time jobs in my part-time hours. A recent district-wide incentive to merge the infrastructure of the colleges in our college system brought on confusion and possibility of the removal, reorganization, or change of various positions, including the position I was hoping to apply for — the Program Coordinator, Web Content & Design position (that’s the official title). After this period, perhaps two months ago, the position was finally posted. When I saw it, I was excited that they had removed an associates degree requirement (since I had not the privilege of being born a few years earlier, as I am working on, but do not currently have, an associates degree). This made me eligible to apply for the position.

As a hard working and highly capable individual, I’ve managed to more than surpass the highest expectations. I have done a lot of work, and although I may sound like I am bragging, I have put a lot of work into efficiently completing all of the innumerable tasks that come my way. I have filled in some very large shoes while still wearing my own, and although part of the reason is simply because I am a hard worker, I had hoped that my display of capabilities and eagerness to exceed expectations would be a testament of how great a candidate I was. Surely this would provide a great advantage when the interviews began.

To review, my qualifications are quite important. First, I know what the job entails and how to do it. Second, I have proven that I am capable of doing it (and more) in less than half the time than my predecessors. Third, I am working on getting my associates degree, although I do not already have it (it does take a couple years); I have a GPA that has gotten me Phi Theta Kappa invites and assorted college letters with congratulations to my academic achievements. I have never gotten a grade lower than an A on a written paper in my entire academic lifetime. Fourth, I have years of experience in the field of Web design, content, development, programming, technical skills, graphics design, editing, journalism, and so on. I have written code that has been published in a book. I have spent six months providing that I can quickly and thoroughly learn anything that comes my way. I picked up a manual on the Lasso programming language and started writing programs for my supervisor in the same day. Fifth, I had glowing recommendations from my ex-bosses from past jobs, clients I have done work for, and of course Elisa herself (a huge factor). And sixth, according to both the dean of our department and the president of our college campus, my performance in the two interviews for the position was outstanding.

So what is all of this ranting about? I got the position right?

Wrong. After six months of work and meeting all the qualifications, I did not get the job. “Yeah, he’s got everything we need, but — aw, no letters behind his name.” The degree is not a requirement, but it is the only reason I did not get the position. So who got it? They “want to keep searching.” That means they probably won’t have anyone in that position until sometime next year, since everything moves as a crawling pace in such a huge bureaucracy. And considering the current situation that the college system is in with respect to the college Web sites (I won’t reveal the details), even if they hired someone today, that person would have to go through so much training that they would be useless until after all the work they should be doing was already done. To make a long story short, I’m the person they need; no one else can do it at this point, because you are not going to find a person who has the knowledge of the current systems like I do (and that is needed to develop the new systems we are moving to).

So let’s see what this all boils down to. As I mentioned before, I’ve got a lot going for me. The only thing I don’t have is an associates degree. We’re not talking bachelors or masters, just associates, which I’m about 1/3 (maybe 1/2) completed with at this point. I would already be done, but I was born in 1989 and didn’t know about dual-credit classes until after I became a college student. So essentially, I am eligible but not hirable because I was born a year late. Yes, I just randomly got shafted.

What’s the reason behind this? Well, the dean of our department put it to me something like this (paraphrased). “I think it’s because they want to show the importance of having a degree.” Yeah, so we’re going to punish those who work hard and are more capable (and have more experience) than those who have degrees purely for the purpose of demonstrating how important it is to have a degree.

And this brings me back to my opening statements. I love entrepreneurship. It’s not just the potential to become filthy rich working for yourself (since you can never become rich by working for someone else). It’s not the fact that I can work from home and sleep in every day. It’s just because entrepreneurship is open. It doesn’t matter that I don’t have a degree. I can show you my work, and show you how capable I am. The problem with getting a degree and obsessing over mere letters behind your name? By the time you get the degree, everything you have learned is obsolete. This is how people at a higher education institute think, and it is exactly the reason why I see so much waste of resources (both human and monetary) across the entire system. I won’t go into the details, as I needn’t bash higher education institutions or their constituents further — I think my argument can be plainly seen.

To conclude my thoughts on this subject, for those of you who are attending college (and for some reason reading my blog), please remember that everything you learn will be expired, old, and useless by the time you get out of college. We live in a fast-paced information age, and what you learn today may be useless tomorrow. Keep in mind that if you are going for a web design degree, you should change your major to something that will be useful in the future (something like agriculture so you can feed yourself and your family when we go into another Great Depression due to financial institutions’ circumvention of regulatory requirements). It doesn’t matter what your degree is in. If you plan on working for someone else (and living a cozy, comfortable 9-5 job for the rest of your life, then retiring on social security that won’t be there by the time you’re 60), then you need letters behind your name.

Now, to address those of you who are smart, consider entrepreneurship. We need you. The market needs you. The economy needs you. Every single American — no, every single person on this planet needs you. You are the core of the wealth creation process, and it is from you that prosperity grows. If you are willing to put your heart and soul into creating and managing a business despite not knowing where your next paycheck will come from, then join us. The future awaits, and it is only darkened by increased taxes, lavish government spending, and unregulated economic exchanges.

That’s all for now, folks. I promise to resume blogging more normally, particularly now that I expect to be spending more time working from home now than ever (seeing as I am unsure how long my job at the college will last — I don’t want to leave them hanging without the support of an on-campus Web professional, although the vengeful side of me really would like to). Feel free to post comments on just how much you sympathize with my situation, and if you’re a perpetual college student or president of a college who has spent half of your life getting letters behind your name for bragging rights, please don’t bother commenting on anything, as I am really uninterested in hearing your defense. Only in a court of law can injustice be defended, not on my blog.

December 2nd, 2008 | Remark

Calm Before the Storm

“It’s quiet. Too quiet.” At least, it has been quiet after my recent re-entry into semi-regular blogging here at Slightly Remarkable. But what has caused such quietness? Certainly I’ve many things to write about, discuss, and share my opinion on. I have unwritten (or barely written) drafted blog entries like “The U.S. Education System: Flaws, Features, and Future” or “Imminent Blog Redesign” or … Oh, that hit a note, didn’t it?

Don’t get too excited because I’ve given you insight into my random ponderings (or that you may see a fresh new look around here sooner or later). I make no promises. They are, after all, drafts!

“But, Jona,” you ask, “why have you been so quiet of late?” The fact of the matter is, I’m finally seeing a number of weeks’ hard labor come to fruition. But we aren’t there yet. I have a number of very, very exciting projects underway. Really cool stuff. Stuff you might find yourself using somewhere down the road. And this stuff all comes under one roof… I’m starting a new company.

Not Again…

Oh yes, again. Remember that silly old start-up that never really got finalized? “Computer Master Minds” was the name. Well, you can forget that less than legendary concept altogether. We’re back, Ryan Gabbard and Jonathan Fenocchi, the dynamic duo, and we’ve got a new name. We’ve got a new look. We’ve got a new direction. And we’re taking the Web 2.0 scene by storm! Look out for announcements here within the coming weeks. I will begin using my blog to provide insight into our processes, procedures, and things that might even help you start your own company. Many exciting things await, and we’re so close I can taste it!! This is the calm before the storm. And the storm is coming… (cue climactic, thematic, dramatic musical finale, etc.)

August 20th, 2008 | Remark

Vacation

Alternatively titled, “How I Got Stuck Here, I Don’t Know.”

Yes, one of those vacations. At the outset of this year, the “family” (by which I am specifically referring to mothers, aunts, grandmothers, sisters, and other female relatives — you may guess, then, what pronouns such as “we,” “our,” and “us” refer to… guys) elected to go camping.

Ah, camping, the enthralling experience whereby one spends his or her entire morning, afternoon, evening, and night in the great outdoors (or in a wet, musky nylon and polyester bag called a “tent” — or “trap” in my case). I’ll try to go through this whole story chronologically and with minimal hyperbole, but please forgive me. My brain is shot, I’m not proofreading this entry (as it would only serve to open mental wounds that are still healing), and the trip is not over yet (I’m home, but the rest of the family is still out there in Junction).

Despite such a rare forewarning (as events even of this size are proposed with typically one- to two-week notice, sometimes to our preference), mass confusion ensued as this large group of people known as my family — or part of it — began traveling the 291 mile stretch of land that passes through Austin and, well, a great many abnormally shaped and sized hills.

It was Monday, 5am. I had awoken from just over three hours of sleep — uncomfortable sleep, mind you. At about 2 o’clock that morning, I managed to slump over on the couch in my bedroom (yes, I do have a couch in my bedroom) and crash, sleeping soundly, if uncomfortably, until my alarm clock/phone began yelling. No, seriously, the ring tone of the alarm clock is a song in which the vocalist yells… I’m young. What can I say?

Phones, vocalists, couches, and lack of sleep aside, I ambled downstairs in a half-asleep state of confusion and discovered my mom still hadn’t gone to bed. She was still packing. (Interestingly, she ended up not being able to fit it all in the vehicle along with the passengers, so a lot of it stayed home. But I will explain how women remedy such minor barriers later.) I helped her finish packing her items, many of which ended up in my car to alleviate the lack of space in the SUV.

We headed out to my aunt and uncle’s place. It’s a decent drive, but after filling my gas tank (which cost ~$30!), I was delighted to find that the meter was on “Full” even after arriving. After arriving, we packed most of the items into the trailer, pulled by Kirk (my uncle) in his dodge. I carried the cooler and some other things, along with my own things (which consisted of a backpack and a sleeping back that I did not use — go figure).

Before we got a move on, I picked up a turkey sandwich from Brookshire Brothers. Why? Because Subway was closed. At 10am. Incidentally, the night before, I went to pick up a sandwich from a different Subway (closer to our house) for my brother, who’s bedridden due to a slight hernia, at around 8pm, and they were closed. Both times, the sign read open hours yet they were closed. Hmm, Subway needs to get its act together. I suppose you can’t expect perfection by franchising, but it may be better for their business to exert a larger dosage of control in that aspect. Just a thought.

After consuming my turkey sandwich and providing assistance in packing things (such as bicycles) into trucks, we were ready to head out. The travel configuration simply fell into place on its own. My aunt, uncle, their two twins (daughters), and my grandmother were in my uncle’s truck, pulling the trailer (filled with bookoodles of things). Behind them was me, in my car, with my oldest brother Ryan. Behind us, my father-in-law Glen and his daughter Yvonne, my brother’s wife, rode in Glen’s red truck, which was pulling an open trailer with about 9 – 12 coolers. Last in line was my cousin Vicki and her three children, in her Charger. (In retrospect, I made the observation that I was the only individual not driving a Dodge of some kind.)

Many hours of driving followed, along with three or four stops along the way (which is quite amazing considering the number of females involved in the trip). Upon arrival, at nearly 6pm, we got to our campsites. The campsites are all relatively close, to my disappointment, but I took solace in the fact that I was only staying for a short period of time.

In any case, the rest of the day we spent setting up tents, tarps, canopies, lanterns, tables, coolers, you name it. I was less than enthusiastic at this point. After driving such a long distance, I wanted to be back home. To vent a fraction of my frustration, I proceeded to break off from the group and walk along a trail toward the river.

I was convinced by my relatives not to leave that same night, citing lack of sleep as a good reason to spend the night. Fine, I’d stay. That night was hot, despite sleeping half-naked with a fan blowing on me. (Oh yea, curious how we go all the way out there and still have electricity. I call it “conveniently inconvenient.” We go all this way to live the inconvenient lifestyle that you might live if you had no electricity or modern utilities, and yet we keep those conveniences available to us. Counter-intuitive, I’d say, but I shouldn’t digress so much.)

The following morning, I was unprepared for the heat that would follow. I woke up in the late morning. I continued assisting relatives with assorted work… I still do not know what we accomplished by doing so much, but apparently it needed to be done. Personally, I’d have left well enough alone. Nevertheless, much toil and sweating perpetuated throughout the day.

That afternoon, I drove Yvonne to the nearest shopping center (called “Super S Foods”) for a few items: ice, water, and things of a camping nature. Oh, and of course, you can’t take a trip to a grocery store in the middle of nowhere when someone over 21 is buying without picking up an 18-pack of Miller Lite. Failure to do so would be a shame, to say the least! Anyway, we returned to the campsite with the items and restocked our coolers.

By around 5pm, it was suddenly decided (by whom I know not) that we should go tubing down the river. “Excellent!” was my first thought. We could get in water, circumventing the heat issue, and relax, avoiding the constant work we’d otherwise be coerced into doing.

Yvonne and I were the first to actually use the tubes. Everyone else seemed satisfied with the water at the front of the river, but I had forgotten water shoes (and the rocks in that shallow water are incredibly painful to walk on, not to mention slippery). She and I grabbed our tubes and set out on an adventure. An adventure that began with her attempting to get in the tube, but by some miracle missing it and going under the water head first. I looked at one moment and saw her head, and the next moment I saw her feet in the air. I lol’d about that one for quite some time.

The river was rather slow throughout, excepting the parts where it got shallow and then deep again (and thus sped up for a short time). We spent quite some time on the river, enjoying the escape from the heat and each other’s company. When we got out of the river, though, we had to walk back up the river to the entrance. Without shoes, the next fifteen minutes (and about one mile) of walking on grass covered in stickers, hot concrete, and sharp rocks was an experience that nullified every moment of enjoyment I had on our way down the river. My attitude by the time we arrived back at the campsite was, once again, less than enthusiastic.

When we returned to the river entrance, my mother finally arrived with the rest of the family (my other aunt, uncle, and their three children) from California in our SUV. (Yes, she was arriving a day later because their flight did not arrive until Monday evening, hours after we had left.) Fantastic! More people, more fun, more… work.

Setting up additional tents, building more tarps and canopies, and assembling a… portable organizer (what the heck?)… Well, I would do it all over again, for their sake, but I won’t lie about how little I enjoyed it.

After getting everyone settled in, we ate (I hadn’t eaten all day) and went to bed. I was tired, like most everyone else, and didn’t want to be a part of the innumerable “people issues” that ensued. (We’ll save the details of these issues for another day.)

The following day was rather lame. I walked the trail again, following a longer stretch of land, for probably an hour or so. I declined an offer to go on the river again, since I preferred not to wade through the unsanitary water. (Besides, the day before I managed to take a shower while forgetting to bring a towel. I will not say exactly how I got back to my tent to get my towel, but I will say I got there very quickly. And the showers are not close to the tents.)

Instead, I elected to drive my mother and sister-in-law all the way out to Kerrville, where the nearest Walmart could be found. Remember I told you I’d explain how women conquer minor barriers such as lack of space in their vehicles? You guessed it. Shop before going, don’t fit it, and then shop when you get there!

An hour. I drove for an hour. When we finally found the Walmart, the ladies purchased a basket full of things each. Lots of things. I won’t go into listing them, even if I could remember (and I probably could if I tried).

At the checkout, we asked the cashier, named Anel, for directions to the nearest Starbucks. (See, I thought her named was pronounced “Anelle” but couldn’t figure out why it wasn’t spelled that way… Maybe she likes, ahem, “anel”?) If I’m going to drive that kind of distance, I deserve some kind of reward, right? I was suffering from coffee withdrawals by this time anyway.

We found the Starbucks, which was located just along the river (the Guadalupe this time, a much prettier and larger river in my opinion, not the Llano River that we were in back at the campsite). I drove through the drive-thru and placed my order, a complicated beverage. Additionally, the ladies got a drink as well. To my surprise, Ashley (the barista who took our order) got all of the drinks correct without question. I was rather ecstatic to find a barista who knew how to do her job so well! Kudos to you, Ashley! Your manager should give you a M.U.G. award! (And nice hair, by the way.)

We drove back to the campsite, making a record time of about 40 minutes. I don’t know what the speed limit was, but I couldn’t have been going under it, that’s for sure. Upon arrival, we unpacked, built more tarps and canopies (we pretty much had the area covered in tarps at this point), and of course, grabbed some grub. (I don’t know whose idea it was to eat spaghetti in the heat, or why in the world you’d make spaghetti on a camping trip, but I guess you can’t have beans and chicken every night.)

The next morning, I decided I’d had enough. It was time to go. I’d rather spend my vacation relaxing than working. Frankly, I feel more at ease during a normal work week than way out in the middle of nowhere. I drove to the nearby Super S Foods to pick up ice for everyone before leaving (since I’m so benevolent).

I drove back. Alone. The drive was long and lonely, and after just a couple of minutes I had consumed most of my snacks and drinks along the way. The music got boring, but kept it lively enough. Silence would have probably killed me. I managed to take a wrong turn, but was fortunate enough to get directions from an Indian who owned a Shell that actually knew where 290 E was. I stopped probably 3 times on the way back. In its entirety, the trip cost me about $90 in gas. That may not seem like much for 600 miles round-trip (plus the drive to the “nearest” convenience store three times and one drive to Kerrville), but I normally spend $90 a month in gas, so it seemed like a lot.

Getting home was the best thing ever. I was excited to get back to work on my new Web company/partnership with Ryan and Michael. I have been just enjoying the air conditioning, electricity, and civilization in the familiar area I call home. It’s good to be here. And I’m sorry to everyone (particularly my brother Ryan) that is still stuck way out there in the boonies. I hope you guys are all having fun!

August 9th, 2008 | 1 Remark

An Insight Into Comics of the 1950s

During this summer, I took a college U.S. history course. The course itself was nothing special — I’d heard it all before — but the instructor, an adjunct named Tracy Derks, incorporated interesting, curious information into his lectures. Of this information, one particular suggestion he made correlated 1950s comics and the video games of today.

Allow me to explain. During the 1950s, Americans began leaning toward righteousness and spiritual purity. Seemingly everyone was ardently conservative. Commonly, the ideal family was well-behaved and father always knew best. In fact, a TV show called “Father Knows Best” was quite popular during this time, as well as shows such as Leave It to Beaver and I Love Lucy. The ’50s also saw the rise of suburban communities, which further isolated families from cities and societies; this strengthened the influence of the nuclear (immediate) family drastically.

After World War II, young veterans returning home became enticed by the sexual and violent appeal lent by comic books. These books also found favor among young adults who had not been deeply involved in the War, more solidly establishing their prevalence. Particularly, comic books themed with horror, science fiction, romance, and to a lesser extent, westerns, saw a vast increase in popularity.

However, the conservative adults of the 1950s found comic books appalling and dangerous. Public outcry blamed comics for juvenile delinquency. Dr. Frederic Wertham wrote a book entitled, “Seduction of the Innocent,” which hit home for anti-comic book interest groups.

As a consequence, the Senate Subcommittee on Juvenile Delinquency held hearings concerning comic book violence and provocation. Furthermore, the immense public disapproval that resulted from such negative media coverage essentially forced the comic book companies to adopt what is known as the Comics Code Authority (CCA). This code was created by comic companies, as a form of self-censorship (or regulation).

After this policy was instituted, comics rapidly saw a decline in explicitness. Women, almost always depicted a voluptuous and stimulating, were scarcely distinguishable from men (save the hair), and a rapid decline in violent drawings ceased the appearance of blood altogether. (Additional aspects were included, but for the specifics of the code, there’s Wikipedia and Google.) The CCA continues, even today, as a regulatory system to provide considerably more wholesome yet still entertaining material.

Now you may well be wondering how this could be correlated to video games. If you are, once again, allow me to expound. In the same way that comics received public disapproval and became the subject of conservative activists’ primary concern, video games have, for some time now, achieved similarly mixed results. On one hand, teens and young adults today buy into video games and their twisted, gory, explicit visuals. This has produced success for the growing mature audience-only video game market. On the other hand, many adults and right-wing conservatives advocate the regulation, censorship, or in some cases banning, of video games due to the nature of their mature content. We can quickly see that, because no regulatory agency exists (although the ESRB does provide content ratings but not content regulations), the video game industry is essentially free to produce whatever content they want, whether it is pornographic, horrific, or inexplicably violent. Hence, the correlation becomes “Video games today, like the comics of the ’50s, are popular among young adults and shunned by the conservatives due to the explicit material they portray.”

Where does the correlation break down? Well, in the 1950s, public disapproval of comic books was surmised and elaborated in a book written by Dr. Frederic Wertham. This book was critical in the eventual outcome, the CCA. In our era, we too have a far right-wing conservative, who routinely files lawsuits and tries to ride on the existing contempt for video game violence and sexuality. This man’s name is Jack Thomson. However, unlike Dr. Wertham in the ’50s, Mr. Thomson, a lawyer, has not yet written a book. Unfortunately for Mr. Thomson — and all conservatives who are advocates of video game regulation — it seems, furthermore, that he has managed to draw more public outcry and negative media coverage towards himself with his extremist tactics.

Now, to clarify my perspective on this issue, this blog entry was not written to take sides or opine the beliefs of its author. The correlation was brought to my attention by a professor, and I have taken an interest in analyzing his suggestion. My analysis, however, does not yield a conclusion. Simply put, this entry was to elaborate on my professor’s brief suggestion that video games and comics are correlated. I investigated and have published the results of my findings here, for anyone who might be interested to read, digest, and discuss the correlation.

Note: that said, if you’re interested in hearing my opinion or relentless ramblings with respect to video game regulation, feel free to ask. I am not afraid to voice my opinion — it’s my blog, after all.

July 27th, 2008 | 1 Remark

Linked Up

Networking has become a staple of the Information Age we live in. Social networking is an incredible phenomenon, in part spurring the entire Web 2.0 movement in recent years. Perhaps more significantly, while the Web 2.0 “movement” has somewhat subsided (at least compared to its original emergence), social networking (and networking in general) has continued to prosper without losing steam.

I won’t bore you with the reasons why I believe networking continues to grow or my predictions about its future. No, this entry is actually about a networking site, but it’s not so much “social” as it is professional. I’m talking about LinkedIn.

I’m sure many of you have known about this site for a while. It was created a few years ago, I think in early 2003 or maybe 2002. I joined when a colleague of mine sent me an invitation a couple years ago (July 12th, 2006, to be exact), but never really used the service until recently.

I have found that networking with other professionals, whom I’ve worked for or with or have in some way had a professional experience with, is highly beneficial. As the saying sometimes goes, “It’s not what you know, but who you know.” Indeed, knowing the right people, or having contacts in your industry, can be incredibly helpful to your career. It may be the difference of whether you get that interview, or in some cases, whether you get that job. It may also have a more general effect, such as simply being informed of an open position for which you’d like to apply, perhaps earlier than anyone else. Knowing people doesn’t always guarantee that you will further your career, but it has the potential to greatly impact it.

For this reason, I’ve begun using LinkedIn and paying attention to the professional activities of my colleagues and coworkers, both past and present, more closely. Beyond my interest in what they are working on (such as interesting projects, or a new programming language they’re working with, or other interesting details), I can see when my colleagues move to new positions, get promotions, or find new jobs. Moreover, sometimes opportunities arise where I can provide recommendations or become a reference in a job application.

It’s quite useful, so for those of you who still read this rotting blog of mine, go ahead and get yourself an account. And don’t forget to check out my profile and, of course, connect with me as well.

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